Entry: And I Miss You Sunday



Last night's party was all about good fun and crazy people. In all honesty, despite all the noise, laughter, DIY drinks and smiles, I found myself missing a friend. Very much that is.


Spoke to a female friend during the party last night. She was sitting beside me, sipping her drink and keeping quiet - deep in thoughts. We exchanged stories. I don't know which scenario is worse here.


  • Her, feeling depressed over this guy whom she has had a non-committed 2 yr relationship with, who is getting married soon. So she was having mixed feelings of frustration and sadness. But they still get to see each other by the way.
  • Or me, having to say goodbye to a friend whom I will miss dearly when he goes back to his homeland. Turns out that this friend of mine is declining the extended contract agreement. He was supposed to be back for only a month and then hit back to Malaysia in November. He refused the offer as his mum was in surgery recently so I guess it is only right that he spends more time with her.


Will he be coming back? We will know in December. And if he doesn't, I guess we won't be seeing each other anymore.

But in the meantime, I will miss this friend very very much.


** I'm here without you baby but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me **


Love this song.


- 31 days exactly till that day

   4 comments

aNNe
September 18, 2005   06:36 PM PDT
 
Nahhh see! Stubborn as usual. What did u say 2 weeks ago? I quote Angie:

"I won't get see him again la. Which is good. I get to move on with my life. It's better than bumming around with this neither-here neither-there relationship."

Stay strong babe. You've been through worse than this. Luv ya.
- Skywalk3r -
September 18, 2005   10:42 PM PDT
 
You are always with the wrong guy. 'Nuff said.
mizz_angie
September 19, 2005   09:33 AM PDT
 
aNNe: I will do what I said 2 weeks ago. Sometimes I just... lose it, you know *shrug*

Skywalkie: You tarak faham wan la. 'Nuff said.
Perfectly Flawed
September 19, 2005   09:40 AM PDT
 
Always easier said than done huh babe?

Who knows, a SAViour might come by :) just when you're not looking.

Hope you'll find your strength soon. *Hugs

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