1. External hardisk - asked more than 3 times.
2. Mug - asked 3 times.

Don't want to ask anymore.

I think last year, long long time ago, TWO years ago even, I was walking around One Utama.
This girl, came up to me and asked whether I am a Christian.
To which I replied yes.
Then she handed me a brochure of her church and asked me whether I would like to join them in their church.
I told her, I already have my home church which I went to regularly.
She then asked me what do I like to do during my free time.
What did I work as, email add and phone number, yada yada yada.
To which I stupidly gave.

Then came weekend, she smsed me and asked me whether I'd be going to her church.
I said no, was going to my regular church then.
Then, for the next couple of weeks, she'd sms / email me about her church activities.
Camps, Bible study groups, etc.
To which of course, I had always said 'no' to.

Then she stopped.
Stopped for almost 2 years now.

TODAY, she sent me an email

Date:	Mon, 20 Nov 2006 19:15:54 -0800 (PST)
From:	"Jamie Chin" <cannot simply put ppl's email la>  Add to Address Book  Add Mobile Alert Yahoo! DomainKeys has confirmed that this message was sent by yahoo.com. Learn more
Subject:	Hello Angie
To:	"Angie Low" <frenzyskye@yahoo.com>

Didn't strike to me who it was so I replied with,

"Hi Jamie, care to refresh my memory please? :)"

Right after she sent me that email, she added me in her Yahoo chat.
But of course, I don't simply add add people la.
I didn't approve her request yet.
Sent her my reply and waited for her reply first.

This was her reply:

Hi Angie,

 

We met at 1 Utama quite some time ago. We go to different Church. I go to Christian Fellowship Centre (CFC) church now.

 

U r wrkg as PA right? Hope u can recall me back.. What do u do during ur free time?

 

Rgds,

Jamie

Still not used to working in the same place, same office and same level as Mr Tay.
I was at the elevator with Sue and Joyce going down for lunch.
Was chatting with Kenneth, David's colleague who sits next to him.
Lift door opened and across the lift, the other lift opened and saw Mr Tay walking out with other colleagues.
(we try not to go to lunch together that often la, must discipline) 

This fella from HelpDesk Sametime-d me just now.
Sametime = internal messaging system here.
He was asking whether I am seated at 17LO5 because he needed to do some configurations for me.

Before I could answer 'yes', I terclick-ed his window off!
Then didn't know how to search for him back since I didn't add him earlier.

Now, I wait for him to "Hellooo?" me.

I navigate around my new work laptop with a button.
It's this Red button in the middle of the keyboard.
Mr Tay refers to it as  'The Nipple'.
Played around The Nipple before on Mr Tay's lappie so now I'm pro at nippling around.

3 rolls of toilet paper in the ladies!
Not 1 but THREE.
They have this container thingy with ample space to fit 3 rolls so tear away!

UNLIMITED FREE DRINKS ON THE VENDING MACHINES!
The vending machine behind me not so cool.
It only has Milo, Nescafe and Ice Lemon Tea.
Nescafe options on the machine here - Cream + Sugar or Cream or Black.
Then, I was kaypoh-ing around 17th floor (I work on the 17th floor too), trying to spy a bit on Mr Tay but ended up discovering this huge-ass employee lounge with another vending machine
This one, very cool.

It has Nescafe - Mild or Strong. More / Less: Sugar, Cream
Milo - Hot or cold. Tried the cold version. But still love my hot milo kosong better.
100 Plus.
Some other carbonated drinks which I didn't bother to recall. Prolly Coke.
AND GET THIS.
TEH TARIK!
I just had 2 paper cups of Icy Cold Teh Tarik which comes with tiny cube ices.
Love small-cubed ices!
So everyday I go to the machine and press-press-press

More culture shockness, will be reported in awhile.

Today I feel like putting up pictures of my shoes.
They are cute.

Patrick@work says:
damn

Patrick@work says:
1 utama.. when people jamming outside in traffic, you could be just walking in the mall looking at forever 21's latest spring collection and then feel hot , just pop over to celeb fitness and mandi or even do 2-4km runs... aaahhhh blissful delirium to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Patrick@work says:
cilaka!!!!!!!!!!

Patrick@work says:
even if bf piss you off..

Patrick@work says:
I think all these are priceless

Patrick@work says:
Walk to work in 5 minutes = healthy

Patrick@work says:
Walk around in Shopping mall after work = informed of latest trends

Patrick@work says:
Work out in gym whenever you like = convenience

Patrick@work says:
Laughing at them fuckers stuck in the jam outside like mad water rats flushed through the sewerage = PRICELESS

My first day at work. Not that crazy la seriously. Only that I can step out of office after work later to buy an iron, a red bag, some fake flowers for my room and a small pink plastic holder

These days, I have been thinking alot.

Granted that things are looking quite alright on my side with the new job starting on the 20th Nov and I've moved to a new bigger and nicer place, I can be a wreck when left alone to think.

I'm not as complicated as some people may appear so, but to a certain degree, I have to admit that I am.
Inching a little deeper into getting to know me, I will let you in with a...
Confession time: I have this major MAJOR issue with Trust.

Yeah, go on, laugh it off and reply with a, "Who doesn't?"
Trust me, IT'S PRETTY MAJOR FOR ME.
Not everyone has the 'privilege' of having your trust, hope and love that took months and years to built all crushed away in matters of seconds.

I've been thru it back to back, all of which hurts like hell but does anyone have any idea or even care to imagine?
You won't understand the pain.
Really you won't.
Because no amount of words or how descriptive I try to be with my choice of words can ever make you understand.

Emotional scar as people might call  it, once cut will heal but it ALWAYS remains.
It teaches and reminds you to be wary at all times in order to not have to be cut again.
And lately, I've been reminded of it again.

Guys, incase you think it's ok to be flirting around with your gal pals / ex-gfs / ex-flings, think again.
Because one thing leads to another.
And because bless you men with philandering and the 'Quantity outweighs Quality' minds, it always starts with that one thing.
Just like opening the Pandora's Box - your exact words the other day.

So, I will continue to be wary.
It's tiring no doubt, but necessary to prevent the Bigger Hurt.
The Hurt --> The Bigger Hurt --> The Ultimate Hurt.
Right now, I'm at The Hurt.

I long for the day when I can just let go and be free, be 100% trusting and not be wary again.
Because as Frank Crane puts it,

"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough."

MEN...

- WHO ARE GETTING MARRIED AND ARE STILL FLIRTING AROUND.

- WHO IS GETTING MARRIED AND IS EXCITEDLY SCHEMING HIS LITTLE WILD STAG NIGHT WHICH INVOLVES GIRLS.
(excuse me, but isn't stag nights just involve hanging around with your buddies, having a good drink and chat together?)

- WHO NOT ONLY IS SCHEMING HIS WILD STAG NIGHT BUT IS ALSO DRAGGING ALONG HIS OTHER BUDDIES WHO ARE CURRENTLY ATTACHED.

- WHO HAS ZERO RESPECT FOR THE FRIEND'S GF AND CAN STILL LOOK HER IN THE EYE AND SMILE DESPITE HAVING SCHEMED ALL THAT FUCKING BULLSHIT NONSENSE WITH THAT GIRL'S BF.

- WHO HAS NO GUILT WHATSOEVER FOR HIS FIANCEE OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDING.

- WHO STILL KEEPS IN TOUCH WITH THEIR EX-FLINGS. BEING PURE FRIENDS IS OK. FLIRTING AROUND WITH HER IS NOT OK.

- WHO GIVES THEIR GFS A REASON NOT TO TRUST THEM ANYMORE. ONCE BROKEN CONSIDERED DOOMED YA.

- WHO ARE READING THIS AND GO, "GEEZ, IT'S JUST SOME HARMLESS FRENCH-KISSING AND POSSIBLY SEX. BUT I LOVE MY GF/FIANCEE AND I WILL BE HER FOREVER TOMORROW ONWARDS. SO ONE LAST EXCITEMENT WON'T HURT."

KNOW WHAT? FUCK YOU MEN WHO THINKS THAT WAY. BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HURTFUL THAT IS TO THE WOMEN. SEE IF IT'S OK FOR YOU IF WE GO HAVE OUR LITTLE NAUGHTY PARTIES BEHIND YOUR BACKS, OR HAVE SOME 'HARMLESS' SEX THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDING?

AND MEN WHO THINKS THAT 'SIGNING THE DEATH PAPER' AND 'I'M STUCK WITH HER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE' IS FUNNY, SHOULD JUST GO SCREW THEMSELVES UPSIDE DOWN BECAUSE IF YOU GENUINELY LOVE HER, YOU WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE SUCH THOUGHTS IN THE FIRST PLACE!

SO YEAH. I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE AND RESPECT FOR MEN PIGS LIKE THESE. "Gosh, lighten up girl! It's just the way it is now. A did it, so did B, and C's gonna have his Stag Night in a couple of months time." WELL SCREW YOU ASSHOLES WHO THINKS IT'S OK TO CHEAT BEHIND YOUR GFS AND FIANCEES. DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW IT'S NOT RIGHT BUT YOU STILL DO IT BECOZ YOU THINK 'IT'S COOL.' COOL, MY ASS.

What has become to KEEPING IT REAL? Fucking HYPOCRITES that's what you are.

Because people who are thinking straight and right would NEVER EVER do such a thing. Not to even think about it, let alone go planning about it. So, go ahead and think how uncool and a spoilsport I am, coz seriously, I Don't Fucking Care What You Think Of Me.

Because at the end of the day, you're disgusting. And I hold no respect for Disgusting Assholes like you.

Amen.

I went all the way to Seremban to look for Mr Tay who was there for work.
It was my first time driving there myself.
I went in faith

Mr Tay said to watchout for a big 'wall'.
"Once you see the big wall, you know you're on the right track already."
And there I was, all dazed and confused, searching for the Big Wall.
10 min later, "Shit where's the big wall??? WTH is a Big Wall doing on a road la!"

Then, my eyes lit up when I saw this huge ass thingy with words like "Welcome to Seremban." Or was it in BM, I couldn't remember.
Girl: "You mad ah? This THING you call it a WALL??!?"
Boy: It looks like a wall what!
Girl:

Then got myself to the place he was staying at that time, Royal Adelphi Hotel.
Nice hotel. 
Nice room, nice bathroom, nice bathtub with huge ass mirrors around you.
I drove all the way there to watch with him this documentary on high speed trains around the world.
We is the very 'educated and cultured'. AHEM. Or we like to think that we are.

The next morning, I got up very early to go to work from SEREMBAN.
The Boy had to stay on till Saturday, and I had to drive back on my own.
So imagine the amount of anxiety I was killing myself with?
"What if I get lost somewhere in the town?"
"What if my car gets overheated in the middle of the highway?"
"What if I took the wrong turn and ended up in KLIA??"

Of which, of the 3 "what ifs", TWO of it came true.

Getting out of the town was pretty ok.
Saw the Big Wall, turn left and saw the 'Kuala Lumpur' signboard.
Breathed a sign of relief.

As I got out of the Seremban town, I was panicking a little when I couldn't see anymore 'Kuala Lumpur' signs infront of me. 
In my mind, "should I turn right? or left? or how???"
Then, I remembered Mr Tay said to go straight ALL DA WAY.
So I blindly drove straight all da way.

You know how most of the number plates alphabets in Seremban starts with an 'N'?
When I was blindly driving straight all da way, I noticed a few cars with number plates starting from 'W'.
I got excited!
Like, REALLY excited.

"Yay! Kakilang! They are on the highway, so they should be heading back to KL as well!"
"I should tag behind them!"

So I picked this Silver Honda as my 'navigator'.
Few minutes went by and I realised the driver was driving like a turtle.
At that rate, I won't be able to get to office in time!
Uncle was taking a leisure drive all the way.
Great lar.
Nevermind, I told myself.
As long as this gets me back to KL.

There was once I got into a panic frenzy.
Ahead of me was a toll station.
Uncle was not driving towards the TUNAI lane.
Uncle was heading towards TAG!

"Shiiiitttt, uncle has Smart Tag!"
And there was a little queue on my TUNAI lane.
"Die la die la, pls hurry up, uncle is breezing thru the lane already!"

And all of a sudden, right after tagging himself thru, he took off quickly.
Like, REALLY quickly.
"What the hellllllllllllll, now you go fast!"
I quickly paid mine and sped off to catch up with Uncle.

Then we came to a point where there was left to KLIA and right to KL.
Mr Tay said to exit thru KLIA.
And Uncle was taking the KL way.
"How how how, Mr Tay said KLIA. But Uncle is not taking KLIA!"

That was where I ditched my 'navigator' and took the exit to KLIA.

And somehow, I got lost and got myself in KLIA.
The same place where I left off Jo-Anne last week.
JUST BRILLIANT.
And just so suddenly, I never want to drive to KLIA anymore

Halfway thru the journey, my car got overheated.
Really just brilliant lor.
Luckily I spotted the rumah rehat ahead and stopped to refill the tank with water.
I knew how to do this becoz Mr Tay showed me and made me do it myself the other day

Then yada yada yada, I got myself to work at 10.15am.

And to think I can conquer any unfamiliar places from now on, I was so wrong.
I was on the way to KLPAC to catch a play with a friend of mine and her bf.
And I got lost.
Big time lost.
I tell you, KL is like this maze you can never get out if you don't know the roads well.
What is Jln Tun Razak? Jln Kuching? Jln Hang Tuah? Bulatan Pahang?
I don't know man!
While circling round and round KL after calling Joanne that I won't be able to make it there on time, I breathed a sign of relief when I saw PETALING JAYA, JALAN DUTA, DAMANSARA.
"Thank You God!!!"

I can't help it.
KL roads are just too overwhelming for me.
I can't even drive myself to Savanh, so what does that tell you?
And this wasn't the first time I got lost in KL!
I told Mr Tay, "I never wanna drive in KL by myself anymore."
*Pout*

I love Damansara.
Even Subang I can handle.
But not KL town.

Anyway, MAXIS terbalik is Six AM.
They used it as one of the clues in a treasure hunt.
I learnt this last night.
And is still overwhelmed by it

SO CUTE CAN DIE!
Come Nov 16 I WILL drag Mr Tay with me. Don't care
And I want these plushies *click*

So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute!

So, I was leisurely walking towards my car in the morning.
And as I approached the car, fark, I noticed something white flapping on the windscreen.
"Not again!!!!!!!!" "Argh!"
Blardy PDRM just cannot give me (us - speaking on behalf of all Pelangi residents ok) a break.
Just a wee couple of days till Saturday when I move to Bandar Utama and no, they just couldn't resist issuing me another RM70 Love Note.
Not.Cool.

Ok, on to Grey's Anatomy (possibly the BEST medical series I've ever watched!)

First there was McDreamy,

Dr Derek Shepherd
The one with dreamy eyes and is a neurosurgeon

Then, came along McVet (as he is a veterinarian, a very hot one)

Dr Finn Dandridge
He is the "when he smiles, I smile" boy

Then, just when you thought having TWO hot shots are too much for your eyes to handle, out popped in Season 3, McSteamy,

Dr Mark Sloan
So hot can die plastic surgeon

But you all know now who is my favorite don't you?
He is the "When he smiles, I smile" boy
Dr Finn 'McVet' Dandridge.

• He was the one that brought his love interest's best friend lunch when the best friend was sick.
• He was the one that brought homemade Strawberry Ice Cream for his love interest in the middle of the night.
• He was the one who was the "Nice guy" (in McDreamy's words) that had McDreamy gave up going after Meredith and handed her to McVet.
• He was the one who was So-Great-I-Don't-Freakin-Understand-How-Come-Meredith-Didn't-Choose-Him and So-Wonderful-He-Was-But-Only-Got-To-Appear-In-Eight-Episodes.

McDreamy vs McVet

Got this from wikipediea:
A trend began of "McLabeling" characters or adding "Mc" to other terms

1. McDreamy (S01E02): the first of this trend is the nickname given to Derek Shepherd by Cristina Yang
2. McMarried (S02E01): said by George O'Malley following the arrival of Addison Shepherd and the revelation that McDreamy is, in fact, married.
3. McWhat (S02E010): said by Izzie after she found out McDreamy was McMarried
4. McDog (S02E16): the dog shared by McDreamy and Meredith
5. McLife (S02E16): according to Meredith, this is what Addison stole from her along with her McDreamy and her McDog.
6. McSteamy (S02E18): Mark Sloan is given this nickname by the female interns. Meredith, Izzie and Cristina dicuss posibilities such as McSexy and McYummy before settling on McSteamy.
7. McVomit (S02E18): Said by George O'Malley after Mark Sloan is given the name 'McSteamy'
8. McHot (S02E18): Addison Shepherd is given this nickname by Alex Karev following a conversation with Christina about what McDreamy and McSteamy might see in Addison. George agrees with Alex's assertion that "She's McHot" saying, "McYeah she is!"
9. McYeah (SO2E18): George agrees with Alex's assertion that "She's McHot" (above) saying, "McYeah she is!"
10. McVet (S02E23): given to veterinarian Finn Dandridge
11. McGuilty (S03E01): what Cristina calls Derek following his extramarital exam room sex with Meredith at Prom.
12. McBaby (S03E04): what Cristina calls Meredith's suspected pregnancy.
13. McNasty (S03E06): George describes what Derek has allegedly done with "McHottie".
14. McHottie (S03E06): George refers to the unknown woman (who turns out to be Derek's sister, Nancy) seen with a half-naked, fresh-out-of-shower Derek in his trailer.
15. McBastard (S03E06): George referring to Derek in an attempt to be a Cristina to Meredith.
16. McBitchy (S03E06): Izzie refers to Derek's sister, Nancy, after she insinuates that Meredith is the reason for the Shepherds' divorce.

Euphemisms for female genitalia or other sexually related terms

1. Va-jay-jay: Dr. Bailey's euphemism for vagina: during the season 2 episode "(As We Know It)", George was assisting Addison Shepherd in Dr. Bailey's childbirth, and Bailey told him to "stop looking at my va-jay-jay!"
2. V-card: Chief Webber's wife Adele (Loretta Devine) used the phrase "cashing in her V-card" to describe her niece losing her virginity in the second-season finale.

handbag hangers

by angie.low
(i wish la)

These 2 are quite nice.

This one has The Eiffel Tower all over it. And it's black. Ms Perfectly Flawed might like this

I am buying this

See, this holder not only hold bags but skarves, necklaces, bracelets and caps even.
I would use it more for holding necklaces, belts and skarves.
As it can't hold more than 3 bags, according to Ms Perfectly Flawed.
Very versatile no?
I figure this would be easier to make as compared to pursekets *click*

I got this from here *click*

So, would you buy?
I charge much cheaper