Patrick@work says:
damn

Patrick@work says:
1 utama.. when people jamming outside in traffic, you could be just walking in the mall looking at forever 21's latest spring collection and then feel hot , just pop over to celeb fitness and mandi or even do 2-4km runs... aaahhhh blissful delirium to the maxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Patrick@work says:
cilaka!!!!!!!!!!

Patrick@work says:
even if bf piss you off..

Patrick@work says:
I think all these are priceless

Patrick@work says:
Walk to work in 5 minutes = healthy

Patrick@work says:
Walk around in Shopping mall after work = informed of latest trends

Patrick@work says:
Work out in gym whenever you like = convenience

Patrick@work says:
Laughing at them fuckers stuck in the jam outside like mad water rats flushed through the sewerage = PRICELESS

My first day at work. Not that crazy la seriously. Only that I can step out of office after work later to buy an iron, a red bag, some fake flowers for my room and a small pink plastic holder

These days, I have been thinking alot.

Granted that things are looking quite alright on my side with the new job starting on the 20th Nov and I've moved to a new bigger and nicer place, I can be a wreck when left alone to think.

I'm not as complicated as some people may appear so, but to a certain degree, I have to admit that I am.
Inching a little deeper into getting to know me, I will let you in with a...
Confession time: I have this major MAJOR issue with Trust.

Yeah, go on, laugh it off and reply with a, "Who doesn't?"
Trust me, IT'S PRETTY MAJOR FOR ME.
Not everyone has the 'privilege' of having your trust, hope and love that took months and years to built all crushed away in matters of seconds.

I've been thru it back to back, all of which hurts like hell but does anyone have any idea or even care to imagine?
You won't understand the pain.
Really you won't.
Because no amount of words or how descriptive I try to be with my choice of words can ever make you understand.

Emotional scar as people might call  it, once cut will heal but it ALWAYS remains.
It teaches and reminds you to be wary at all times in order to not have to be cut again.
And lately, I've been reminded of it again.

Guys, incase you think it's ok to be flirting around with your gal pals / ex-gfs / ex-flings, think again.
Because one thing leads to another.
And because bless you men with philandering and the 'Quantity outweighs Quality' minds, it always starts with that one thing.
Just like opening the Pandora's Box - your exact words the other day.

So, I will continue to be wary.
It's tiring no doubt, but necessary to prevent the Bigger Hurt.
The Hurt --> The Bigger Hurt --> The Ultimate Hurt.
Right now, I'm at The Hurt.

I long for the day when I can just let go and be free, be 100% trusting and not be wary again.
Because as Frank Crane puts it,

"You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough."

MEN...

- WHO ARE GETTING MARRIED AND ARE STILL FLIRTING AROUND.

- WHO IS GETTING MARRIED AND IS EXCITEDLY SCHEMING HIS LITTLE WILD STAG NIGHT WHICH INVOLVES GIRLS.
(excuse me, but isn't stag nights just involve hanging around with your buddies, having a good drink and chat together?)

- WHO NOT ONLY IS SCHEMING HIS WILD STAG NIGHT BUT IS ALSO DRAGGING ALONG HIS OTHER BUDDIES WHO ARE CURRENTLY ATTACHED.

- WHO HAS ZERO RESPECT FOR THE FRIEND'S GF AND CAN STILL LOOK HER IN THE EYE AND SMILE DESPITE HAVING SCHEMED ALL THAT FUCKING BULLSHIT NONSENSE WITH THAT GIRL'S BF.

- WHO HAS NO GUILT WHATSOEVER FOR HIS FIANCEE OVER WHAT HAPPENS ON THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDING.

- WHO STILL KEEPS IN TOUCH WITH THEIR EX-FLINGS. BEING PURE FRIENDS IS OK. FLIRTING AROUND WITH HER IS NOT OK.

- WHO GIVES THEIR GFS A REASON NOT TO TRUST THEM ANYMORE. ONCE BROKEN CONSIDERED DOOMED YA.

- WHO ARE READING THIS AND GO, "GEEZ, IT'S JUST SOME HARMLESS FRENCH-KISSING AND POSSIBLY SEX. BUT I LOVE MY GF/FIANCEE AND I WILL BE HER FOREVER TOMORROW ONWARDS. SO ONE LAST EXCITEMENT WON'T HURT."

KNOW WHAT? FUCK YOU MEN WHO THINKS THAT WAY. BECAUSE YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HURTFUL THAT IS TO THE WOMEN. SEE IF IT'S OK FOR YOU IF WE GO HAVE OUR LITTLE NAUGHTY PARTIES BEHIND YOUR BACKS, OR HAVE SOME 'HARMLESS' SEX THE NIGHT BEFORE THE WEDDING?

AND MEN WHO THINKS THAT 'SIGNING THE DEATH PAPER' AND 'I'M STUCK WITH HER FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE' IS FUNNY, SHOULD JUST GO SCREW THEMSELVES UPSIDE DOWN BECAUSE IF YOU GENUINELY LOVE HER, YOU WOULDN'T EVEN HAVE SUCH THOUGHTS IN THE FIRST PLACE!

SO YEAH. I HAVE ZERO TOLERANCE AND RESPECT FOR MEN PIGS LIKE THESE. "Gosh, lighten up girl! It's just the way it is now. A did it, so did B, and C's gonna have his Stag Night in a couple of months time." WELL SCREW YOU ASSHOLES WHO THINKS IT'S OK TO CHEAT BEHIND YOUR GFS AND FIANCEES. DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW IT'S NOT RIGHT BUT YOU STILL DO IT BECOZ YOU THINK 'IT'S COOL.' COOL, MY ASS.

What has become to KEEPING IT REAL? Fucking HYPOCRITES that's what you are.

Because people who are thinking straight and right would NEVER EVER do such a thing. Not to even think about it, let alone go planning about it. So, go ahead and think how uncool and a spoilsport I am, coz seriously, I Don't Fucking Care What You Think Of Me.

Because at the end of the day, you're disgusting. And I hold no respect for Disgusting Assholes like you.

Amen.

I went all the way to Seremban to look for Mr Tay who was there for work.
It was my first time driving there myself.
I went in faith

Mr Tay said to watchout for a big 'wall'.
"Once you see the big wall, you know you're on the right track already."
And there I was, all dazed and confused, searching for the Big Wall.
10 min later, "Shit where's the big wall??? WTH is a Big Wall doing on a road la!"

Then, my eyes lit up when I saw this huge ass thingy with words like "Welcome to Seremban." Or was it in BM, I couldn't remember.
Girl: "You mad ah? This THING you call it a WALL??!?"
Boy: It looks like a wall what!
Girl:

Then got myself to the place he was staying at that time, Royal Adelphi Hotel.
Nice hotel. 
Nice room, nice bathroom, nice bathtub with huge ass mirrors around you.
I drove all the way there to watch with him this documentary on high speed trains around the world.
We is the very 'educated and cultured'. AHEM. Or we like to think that we are.

The next morning, I got up very early to go to work from SEREMBAN.
The Boy had to stay on till Saturday, and I had to drive back on my own.
So imagine the amount of anxiety I was killing myself with?
"What if I get lost somewhere in the town?"
"What if my car gets overheated in the middle of the highway?"
"What if I took the wrong turn and ended up in KLIA??"

Of which, of the 3 "what ifs", TWO of it came true.

Getting out of the town was pretty ok.
Saw the Big Wall, turn left and saw the 'Kuala Lumpur' signboard.
Breathed a sign of relief.

As I got out of the Seremban town, I was panicking a little when I couldn't see anymore 'Kuala Lumpur' signs infront of me. 
In my mind, "should I turn right? or left? or how???"
Then, I remembered Mr Tay said to go straight ALL DA WAY.
So I blindly drove straight all da way.

You know how most of the number plates alphabets in Seremban starts with an 'N'?
When I was blindly driving straight all da way, I noticed a few cars with number plates starting from 'W'.
I got excited!
Like, REALLY excited.

"Yay! Kakilang! They are on the highway, so they should be heading back to KL as well!"
"I should tag behind them!"

So I picked this Silver Honda as my 'navigator'.
Few minutes went by and I realised the driver was driving like a turtle.
At that rate, I won't be able to get to office in time!
Uncle was taking a leisure drive all the way.
Great lar.
Nevermind, I told myself.
As long as this gets me back to KL.

There was once I got into a panic frenzy.
Ahead of me was a toll station.
Uncle was not driving towards the TUNAI lane.
Uncle was heading towards TAG!

"Shiiiitttt, uncle has Smart Tag!"
And there was a little queue on my TUNAI lane.
"Die la die la, pls hurry up, uncle is breezing thru the lane already!"

And all of a sudden, right after tagging himself thru, he took off quickly.
Like, REALLY quickly.
"What the hellllllllllllll, now you go fast!"
I quickly paid mine and sped off to catch up with Uncle.

Then we came to a point where there was left to KLIA and right to KL.
Mr Tay said to exit thru KLIA.
And Uncle was taking the KL way.
"How how how, Mr Tay said KLIA. But Uncle is not taking KLIA!"

That was where I ditched my 'navigator' and took the exit to KLIA.

And somehow, I got lost and got myself in KLIA.
The same place where I left off Jo-Anne last week.
JUST BRILLIANT.
And just so suddenly, I never want to drive to KLIA anymore

Halfway thru the journey, my car got overheated.
Really just brilliant lor.
Luckily I spotted the rumah rehat ahead and stopped to refill the tank with water.
I knew how to do this becoz Mr Tay showed me and made me do it myself the other day

Then yada yada yada, I got myself to work at 10.15am.

And to think I can conquer any unfamiliar places from now on, I was so wrong.
I was on the way to KLPAC to catch a play with a friend of mine and her bf.
And I got lost.
Big time lost.
I tell you, KL is like this maze you can never get out if you don't know the roads well.
What is Jln Tun Razak? Jln Kuching? Jln Hang Tuah? Bulatan Pahang?
I don't know man!
While circling round and round KL after calling Joanne that I won't be able to make it there on time, I breathed a sign of relief when I saw PETALING JAYA, JALAN DUTA, DAMANSARA.
"Thank You God!!!"

I can't help it.
KL roads are just too overwhelming for me.
I can't even drive myself to Savanh, so what does that tell you?
And this wasn't the first time I got lost in KL!
I told Mr Tay, "I never wanna drive in KL by myself anymore."
*Pout*

I love Damansara.
Even Subang I can handle.
But not KL town.

Anyway, MAXIS terbalik is Six AM.
They used it as one of the clues in a treasure hunt.
I learnt this last night.
And is still overwhelmed by it

SO CUTE CAN DIE!
Come Nov 16 I WILL drag Mr Tay with me. Don't care
And I want these plushies *click*

So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute So cute!

So, I was leisurely walking towards my car in the morning.
And as I approached the car, fark, I noticed something white flapping on the windscreen.
"Not again!!!!!!!!" "Argh!"
Blardy PDRM just cannot give me (us - speaking on behalf of all Pelangi residents ok) a break.
Just a wee couple of days till Saturday when I move to Bandar Utama and no, they just couldn't resist issuing me another RM70 Love Note.
Not.Cool.

Ok, on to Grey's Anatomy (possibly the BEST medical series I've ever watched!)

First there was McDreamy,

Dr Derek Shepherd
The one with dreamy eyes and is a neurosurgeon

Then, came along McVet (as he is a veterinarian, a very hot one)

Dr Finn Dandridge
He is the "when he smiles, I smile" boy

Then, just when you thought having TWO hot shots are too much for your eyes to handle, out popped in Season 3, McSteamy,

Dr Mark Sloan
So hot can die plastic surgeon

But you all know now who is my favorite don't you?
He is the "When he smiles, I smile" boy
Dr Finn 'McVet' Dandridge.

• He was the one that brought his love interest's best friend lunch when the best friend was sick.
• He was the one that brought homemade Strawberry Ice Cream for his love interest in the middle of the night.
• He was the one who was the "Nice guy" (in McDreamy's words) that had McDreamy gave up going after Meredith and handed her to McVet.
• He was the one who was So-Great-I-Don't-Freakin-Understand-How-Come-Meredith-Didn't-Choose-Him and So-Wonderful-He-Was-But-Only-Got-To-Appear-In-Eight-Episodes.

McDreamy vs McVet

Got this from wikipediea:
A trend began of "McLabeling" characters or adding "Mc" to other terms

1. McDreamy (S01E02): the first of this trend is the nickname given to Derek Shepherd by Cristina Yang
2. McMarried (S02E01): said by George O'Malley following the arrival of Addison Shepherd and the revelation that McDreamy is, in fact, married.
3. McWhat (S02E010): said by Izzie after she found out McDreamy was McMarried
4. McDog (S02E16): the dog shared by McDreamy and Meredith
5. McLife (S02E16): according to Meredith, this is what Addison stole from her along with her McDreamy and her McDog.
6. McSteamy (S02E18): Mark Sloan is given this nickname by the female interns. Meredith, Izzie and Cristina dicuss posibilities such as McSexy and McYummy before settling on McSteamy.
7. McVomit (S02E18): Said by George O'Malley after Mark Sloan is given the name 'McSteamy'
8. McHot (S02E18): Addison Shepherd is given this nickname by Alex Karev following a conversation with Christina about what McDreamy and McSteamy might see in Addison. George agrees with Alex's assertion that "She's McHot" saying, "McYeah she is!"
9. McYeah (SO2E18): George agrees with Alex's assertion that "She's McHot" (above) saying, "McYeah she is!"
10. McVet (S02E23): given to veterinarian Finn Dandridge
11. McGuilty (S03E01): what Cristina calls Derek following his extramarital exam room sex with Meredith at Prom.
12. McBaby (S03E04): what Cristina calls Meredith's suspected pregnancy.
13. McNasty (S03E06): George describes what Derek has allegedly done with "McHottie".
14. McHottie (S03E06): George refers to the unknown woman (who turns out to be Derek's sister, Nancy) seen with a half-naked, fresh-out-of-shower Derek in his trailer.
15. McBastard (S03E06): George referring to Derek in an attempt to be a Cristina to Meredith.
16. McBitchy (S03E06): Izzie refers to Derek's sister, Nancy, after she insinuates that Meredith is the reason for the Shepherds' divorce.

Euphemisms for female genitalia or other sexually related terms

1. Va-jay-jay: Dr. Bailey's euphemism for vagina: during the season 2 episode "(As We Know It)", George was assisting Addison Shepherd in Dr. Bailey's childbirth, and Bailey told him to "stop looking at my va-jay-jay!"
2. V-card: Chief Webber's wife Adele (Loretta Devine) used the phrase "cashing in her V-card" to describe her niece losing her virginity in the second-season finale.

handbag hangers

by angie.low
(i wish la)

These 2 are quite nice.

This one has The Eiffel Tower all over it. And it's black. Ms Perfectly Flawed might like this

I am buying this

See, this holder not only hold bags but skarves, necklaces, bracelets and caps even.
I would use it more for holding necklaces, belts and skarves.
As it can't hold more than 3 bags, according to Ms Perfectly Flawed.
Very versatile no?
I figure this would be easier to make as compared to pursekets *click*

I got this from here *click*

So, would you buy?
I charge much cheaper

Ok, let me do a quick recap on what happened on Sunday.

Mr Tay's parents came down from Batu Pahat and all 4 of us had roti telur and teh ais for breakfast 

Then, I was carrying back to my apartment -

• TWO huge shopping bags filled with not newly-acquired items but my clothes and stuff coz I stayed over at Mr Tay's
• ONE laptop with bag and adapters and all
• ONE small handbag

When I got up to my place at 7th floor, I couldn't find my housekeys. It must have been absent-mindedly left inside the car.
Just perfect.
This kinda thing, only happens to morons like me. 

At that moment, I pictured God chuckling down at me going *tee hee hee*.
I let out an audible, "NOT FUNNY!"

Because it really wasn't! Those stuff that I was carrying, was seriously heavy.
Caming myself down, I walked back down, crossed the streets and got my keys from the car.
Scowling all the way back, I told myself, "In a week and I'll be out of here."

***

So semalam I sent Jo-Anne to KLIA and came back in one piece
So bangga sial.
While halfway driving towards the airport, I told Jo...

Me: This is my first time driving by myself to the airport you know?
Jo: What what?!?!!
Me: Hee hee.
Jo: OMG! NOW YOU'RE MAKING ME FEEL BAD! If you get lost when coming back later how??? I get Alex to check on you later!
Me: And also, my car temperature has been going up quite regularly now. But don't worry, I've filled up the front tank with water.
Jo: *GASP!*

And for the next 20min or so, she kept stealing glances at my car temperature indicator. Hahahahah!

And thruout the journey, she kept reminding me of the roadsigns that I should keep a lookout for when I'm coming back. In my heart, was thinking, "Like auntie!"

So I arrived home at 11++pm. Walked all the way up to my place.
Prepared hot water for shower.
Was gonna strip when I had the sudden urge to check my mobile.

I nearly fainted.
MY MOBILE WAS NOT IN MY HANDBAG SO IT MUST BE IN THE CAR.
Arrggghhhhhhh!!!
So, again, I dutifully walked all the way down, crossed two blardy roads and retrieved it from my car.
I AM SO GLAD THAT I AM MOVING OUT OF HERE!

Enough of rant, I shall post about McVet later!

angie (L) McVet says:
but mcvet, i love his smile

angie (L) McVet says:
when he smiles, I SMILE!

Nobody loves me, everybody hates me
Guess I'll eat some wooooorms
Long slim slimy ones, short fat juicy ones
Itsy bitsy fuzzy wuzzy worms

First you cut the heads off, then you suck the guts out
Oh, how they wiggle and squirm
Long slim slimy ones, short fat juicy ones
Itsy bitsy fuzzy wuzzy worms

Wiggle goes the first one, goosh goes the second one,
Sure don't wanna eat these worms
Long slim slimy ones, short fat juicy ones
Itsy bitsy fuzzy wuzzy worms

http://www.mudcat.org/midi/midifiles/guessilleatworms.mid

Sing every paragraph according to the midi tune.
I did.
And I burst out laughing.

Sang this to the ex for each time he /ignore me * lol *

Worms Armageddon rawks!

frenzyskye: wei when u leaving to holland again?
Lady Luthien: sunday
frenzyskye: what time?
Lady Luthien: 11 something at night
Lady Luthien: why ah?
frenzyskye: oh, coz i might wanna sibuk, send u there then makan at airport
Lady Luthien: HUH???????????????
frenzyskye: but dunno whether know how to come back or not la, first time driving to airport ma
frenzyskye: why u "HUH????"
frenzyskye: whack u
Lady Luthien: such a weird thing lah....i dunno anyone who would wanna do that.  why lah?
frenzyskye: for fun, hehe
frenzyskye: tell u secret
frenzyskye: i like to go KLIA i dunno why
frenzyskye:
Lady Luthien: that is so weird lah!
Lady Luthien: hahahaha
Lady Luthien: ok ok you strange girl who likes to go to KLIA - if you want to do that you can. shell will pay for your toll and dinner
frenzyskye: nice place to fall in love too. hahahahahahaa
Lady Luthien: hahahaha. you watch too much tv!@!!!!
frenzyskye: I KNOW!!! crazy right!
frenzyskye: but i love to go KLIA i dunno whY!
Lady Luthien: very crazy!
frenzyskye: serious wor... what time is ur flight? 11++?
Lady Luthien: 1125
Lady Luthien: so need to be there about 930 i guess
frenzyskye: want or not? want or not? we dinner there
frenzyskye: then we ogle at ppl
Lady Luthien: can if you want lah
Lady Luthien: hahahahaha
Lady Luthien: i am still trying to get over it lah
frenzyskye: la la ~~~ dun care we eat at airport!

Who else need transportation service to KLIA, let me know.
Just buy me dinner ya

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