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"Koi" is a love for the opposite sex, or a longing feeling for a specific person. It can be described as "romantic love" or "passionate love."
While "ai" has the same meaning as "koi," it also has a definition of a general feeling of love. "Koi" can be selfish, but "ai" is a real love.
Koi is always wanting. Ai is always giving.
Keep love in your heart. A life without it is like a sunless garden when the flowers are dead. The consciousness of loving and being loved brings warth and a richness to life that nothing else can bring. Oscar Wilde
Posted at 14.2.06 by mizz_angie
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Posted at 9.2.06 by mizz_angie
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The Many Languages of Love

Just as Valentine's Day is just around the corner, I decided to be resourceful.
Some useful ones: Arabic: Ana Behibak (to male), Ana Behibek (to female) Burmese: chit pa de Cambodian: Bong salang oun or kh_nhaum soro_lahn nhee_ah (if I'm a Cambodian girl, I'd just take the easier way - just kiss the damn boy!) Cantonese: Ngo Oi Lei Mandarin: Wo Ai Ni Hokkien: Wa Ai Lu - This one got me laughing my ass off! Foreseeing I am most possibly definitely can't for the life of me, hold a straight face should the bf decides to be funny by going Hokkien. Hindi: main tumse pyar karti hoon Indonesian: Saya cinta padamu Japanese: Aishiteru Korean: Nooreul sarang hae (casual relation) Korean: Tangshin-i-cho-a-yo (I like you, in a romantic way) Mongolian: bi chamd hairtai Tamil: n'an unnaik kathalikkinren Thai: Ch'an Rak Khun Vietnamese: Em ye'u anh (woman to man), Anh ye'u em (man to woman) Spanish: Te amo French: Je t'aime Italian: Ti amo Filipino: Mahal Kita Portugese: Eu te amo
Others: Elven: Amin sinta lle (very useful! might encounter the Elf Prince one day and I will go "amin sinta lle!") or (Legolas, amin sinta lle!) Gibberish: idayguy lidaguv yidagoo Goth: Idugi Ludugove Udagu Klingon: que'end (all you Star Trek and Enterprise fans :P) Kilngon: qaparha' (depends from where you are in the galaxy) Naguan: Mawaca bimcheepee Pig Latin: Ie Ovele Ouye (I-ay Ovel-ay Ouy-ay) Sliggish: Iish loveish youish
I know of one couple who says "I love you" in the most unique manner. No fancy words needed. Not a single sound uttered. Just 3 fingers tapping in sequence onto the other person.
And the other person will silently reply by 4 fingers tapping in sequence.
Sweet 
Posted at 8.2.06 by mizz_angie
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The Time When AlexWan Decides To Mingle Amongst His Relatives
Posted at 7.2.06 by mizz_angie
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Like how many times must one be ignored, in order to grasp the idea that he is not wanted in the other person's life anymore?
Beats me silly, really.
Possible thoughts in Mr Clueless' mind: (these events took place in the past several months)
- 1st time: No reply. Ok, perhaps she didn't receive my msg.
- 2nd time: No reply again. Ok, perhaps she's busy.
- 3rd time: No reply yet again. Ok, perhaps she doesn't wanna talk to me anymore.
- 4th time: No reply. She must be still mad at me. Ok, I will try again and this time I will apologize.
- 5th time: No reply. Again?! Hmm, but I apologized for being a bastard.
- 6th time: Ok, I shall pretend to have a 'problem' and I shall consult her and seek for her advice. She never resisted helping people in need before.
- 7th time: Ok, time for desperate measures. I SHALL TRY TO BE LAME AND MAYBE THIS TIME, SHE WILL FALL FOR IT AND REPLY ME.
7th SMS: "Fuck! Some asshole rammed my car from behind... shit!!!"
(10 min later)
"Ooops, wrong number... sorry."
Just as much as it amuses me to read his pathetic smses, it feels darn good inside too.
Revenge, without having to lift a finger is brilliant. It feels insanely wonderful. The Feeling, my friends... is Priceless.
Orgasmic, even.
Posted at 6.2.06 by mizz_angie
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Season to be Jolly (and sick)
This has got to be the gazillionth time of me loading up the "Create An Entry" page in this past couple of weeks.
And with each successful load-up, I procrastinate while nonchalantly and happily clicking away to check on friend's blogs. Only to discover... *gasp!*... that they have been as lazy and uninspired as me! (Not all but MOST of you!) How could this be?! You people are supposed to entertain and fill me up with all your wiittiest, corniest, saddest, funniest, stupidest and lamest stories. Your blogs are part of the reason why when asked, "What would be the one thing you'd like to bring to a stranded island with you, if you could choose one?" And I'd go, "My laptop with promise of good stable wi-fi connection at the island so that everyday, I can read all of my friends' wonderful blogs."
Yeah right. 
8th day into Chinese New Year now. Went back to Ipoh for a couple of days and got back in KL with a sorethroat, cough and nasty nasty flu. But it's ok, I keep telling myself. Everyone around me are either burning up with fever, coughing their lungs out or sneezing their brains out, so what the heck, let's join in the 'fun' I'd say!
Back in Ipoh:
- Discovered my cousin just gave birth to Baby Eunice.
- Played with my favorite 4-year-old cousin Jaime, who was still very naughty and getting prettier by the day. Last year, she was still googoo-gaagaaing all over the place.This year, she could read her Enid Blyton books. Didn't believe my aunt when she said Jaime could read now (Come on, she's 2 years away from kindergarten!) but when little Jaime sat on my lap with "The Flyaway Cottage", she was reading music into my ears.
- Witnessed for the very first time... my mi getting high on red wine.
- y2K is still alive. Timezone sorta closed down.
- HOT. And I don't mean hot as in Angelina Jolie hot. But HOT as in hot-till-you-melt HOT.
Thought a lot about my grandparents while in the car on the way back to KL. Was conceptualizing around the idea on how my aunties and uncles including my parents could all chip in some cash to buy my grandparents a small but decent place to live in KL. It'd be nice to drop by and visit them whenever I want to. Told my mi about it, she said "Not as easy as you think it is. Your aunties and uncles, although doing very well, can be quite stingy and reluctant when it comes to money." What the hell.
I mean, they are YOUR parents. They only get to be your parents for once in this lifetime. And they have what, how many years more left in this world? Don't you want to spend more time with them? Like driving back to Ipoh once a year, staying a couple of days there make hell lot of difference?! They are my grandparents which I do not get to see as often as I'd like to, and I'd like to change that. If only I have the means. Maybe I should opt for my grandparents instead of my laptop with wi-fi so that I could read your blogs in that stranded island? 
Anyways, it's back to work again tomorrow people. I hope this year rawks.
Posted at 5.2.06 by mizz_angie
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1 - First Thug at Heart 2 - Back from Bali 3 - Paranoid Girl 4 - Girl Got Her Senses Back
Can understand from graph? Can la right...
See the black Black Graph with 20%? That one, hmmm, no good. Noooo good. Girl got paranoid and thought Boy didn't care or love her as much as Graph 2 with 80%. So Girl showed "muka busuk" (as described by Boy) for the last couple of days. Boy got pretty pissed off too but was soon tamed down by Girl's very powerful weapon: Her cuteness! Hahaha!
Girl would like to note that it is not because of the Nokia 6111 which Boy got her, that got her feeling over the moon now. It's more of the happy feeling that Boy actually cared and really put effort into making sure that Girl doesn't feel as lousy as described in Urgh, Urgh - Part II and Urgh - Part III. NO MORE URGH! DEFINITELY NO URGH - PART IV! Girl loved the lil' note Boy wrote. So loving it that she is contemplating of laminating it to show her grandchildren one day. LOL!
See see Girl's graph!
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Pink = something new and fresh
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Purple = since it's Girl's fav color, so everything is beautiful at this stage
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Black = muka busuk, sulky face, pout pout pout
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Black turning purple = EVERYTHING IS BECOMING NICER AND ROSIER ONCE MORE!
Girl: I love my phone! Boy: What else do you love? Girl: YOU!
Boy + Girl: Bwahahahhahahahahaaa!
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Urgh, Urgh Part II, Urgh Part III are entries found at my other secret blog. Yes, I have another blogspace 
Posted at 26.1.06 by mizz_angie
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Favorite Song at the mo' - Part II
Lifehouse * Blind
I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless As you turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep That even you could not bury if you tried
After all this time I never thought we'd be here never thought we'd be here when my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more Than you'll ever know And part of me died When I let you go
I would fall asleep Only in hopes of dreaming That everything Would be like it was before But nights like this It seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor
After all this time I never thought we'd be here never thought we'd be here when my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more Than you'll ever know And part of me died When I let you go
After all this why Would you ever wanna leave Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more Than you will ever know And part of me died When I let you go That I loved you more Than you will ever know And part of me died When I let you go
Posted at 25.1.06 by mizz_angie
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Favorite Song at the mo' - Part I
No inspiration to blog lately. So I'll leave you all with these 2 songs I currently love so so so so much.
Nickelback * Far Away
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS] That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know
[CHORUS] So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know
I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need to hear you say That I love you I have loved you all along And I forgive you For being away for far too long So keep breathing 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore Believe it Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing Hold on to me and, never let me go (3x)
Posted at 25.1.06 by mizz_angie
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To those whom I usually chat with would know how cold my office can be. And sometimes, you will find me on MSN and Yahoo! with this status message - "I work in a freezer" 
Ok, straight to the point. I guess I wailed too much about how cold office was and someone from work actually bought me a sweater today! Brown color! How sweet of him.
Ahhhhhh... the perks of being a Female.
Posted at 24.1.06 by mizz_angie
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