This was Yan Yan early last year:

And this is Yan Yan now:

"Look Ma, I'm a big girl now. I don't need stupid eww-wy Barney anymore!"

I've been psychoing little Yan Yan into thinking that Barney is damn ugly and there are more wonderful toys out there like... Barbie!
Oh alright, she's a bit too young for Barbie and I hated Barbie too.
But, Barbie vs Barney - anyone in their right mind would know the right choice to make.

Die, you fugly dinosaur, DIE!

I have been sneezing all my life.
Every.Single.Morning.
Without fail, I can assure you.
It got so bad that it has been part of my life, like how you brush your teeth every morning, right.

Then, comes the most irritating part.
It will leak just like a dripping tap and I'll be sniffling for the next couple of hours till about 11am, it stops and dries up.
God knows how many tissues have I sacrificed! * imagining the number of trees I've killed too *

So, the point of this whole rambling is to let you all know that...

I AM NO MORE SNEEZING IN THE MORNINGS AND NO MORE IRRITATING LEAKY NOSE!!!

At first, it stopped 3 days ago.
To be totally sure of it, I waited till today, the 4th day.
And clear enough it has stopped.
All thanks to my mom and her ever super nagging power.
She got me this.

Omega-3 pills with Vitamin E
She got me this NOT for the nose problem but for overall health benefits.
Don't ask me how, but somehow it got rid of my daily nose problem

***

On a different note, today is the 26th Jan.
In exactly 4 more months from today, I will turn 26.
26 on the 26th! It is like this once in a lifetime kinda thing for me. Hahahaha!
I mean, look at Mr Tay. His birthday is 4th of May.
So this once in a lifetime thingy for him, happened when he is 4.
FOUR.
What could the poor kid at 4 yrs old possibly know about this 'auspicious phenomenon' la?
My brother lagi teruk, 2nd of Jan. 2 yrs old, was still sucking on a milk bottle *heehee*

Anyway, today has been a beautiful day, so give you this.

I L O V E  R A I N B O W S

So does the Moon and Stars.
But, the Rainbow paints the widest smile on my face

And seriously,
You just can't put a number to just how many Rainbows you can have in your Life

She is feeling very down.
Or confused and lost.
She doesn't know why and how she could have broken down so terribly embarassing infront of the boy last night.
And heck, she doesn't even know why she is STILL feeling so knotted inside now.

Last night, she walked in and saw the beautiful purple deco and silently thought to herself, "This is how I've envisioned mine to be."
She was getting sentimental but yet, she shrugged and held it back like a real tough cookie.
She saw Kelly's brothers and sister all grown up now and she started feeling the connection to them all over again.
Still, she held it back nicely.

What she didn't know was how sentimental she could become, the moment Shania's From This Moment was played and Kelly walked in - glowing with such indescribable happiness and joy.
She was starting to tear.
She told herself, "Don't do this now. Grab that damn tissue for God's sake!"

She held on.
Through the first course, second course, but when Kelly came over and they hugged, she broke down.
"Do you know when you walked in, looking so beautiful and all, I cried?!"
She had loved her almost all her life.
Since they were both in Standard 4.
Same primary (same class all the way), same secondary naturally, and somehow same college as well.

Kelly was then her best friend.
Till Kelly had to leave to Australia to study and somehow they couldn't keep in touch as often as they could.
Or should.
Got a job there, met her boy and now they are bounded together as husband and wife.

She asked the boy how is it that he never felt this emotional when his secondary school friend got married?
He just didn't know.
But then he added,

"You know her since primary, and all the way up till college, you both were together, so that could be why you're feeling so sentimental now. You are right, I cannot comprehend this because I never had this kind of friendship before."

And also, the fact that we aren't as close before because she's in Australia now makes it even more depressing for me, I silently told myself.

Boy added, "And also, I know there are other factors involved that made you so depressed right now. Other factors, not just Kelly."

He's right.
She knows he's right.
She swallowed it all in and told herself, "All in good time."

So, she cried all night in the arms of the boy.
Just shaking uncontrollably as they kept talking and talking and talking and talking...

And, today, she woke up with a pair of very swollen eyes.
Everything... was just so beautiful last night.

***

Note: Just had the sudden urge to browse the DailyBread for today and saw how God's words were aptly put.

Matthew 6:
"Therefore I tell you, do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink, nor about your body, what will you put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than than clothing?

"Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."

Mr Tay with Rainbow and Birdies

My first appearance in Mr Tay's hp was just a simple "Angie".

Few months down the road, I curi-curi changed the boring calling name of moi in Mr Tay's hp into ---> Girlfriend
Mr Tay 'lectured' me.

Boy: See la, simply simply change, if emergency I wanna call you how? Have to search the whole phone like mad right?!
Girl: *pout* You don't remember my number one meh? *pout*

So for the next few months, whenever Mr Tay wanted to call me, he'd automatically hit the alphabet "G".
"G" for "Girlfriend".

Then, one day, I got bored again.
Decided to change my name in Mr Tay's hp again.
"Bi, I curi your phone for awhile k?"
"Mmmmm."

So ok, what shall I put this time?
Hmm... preferably something difficult for him to scroll and search, get all worked up, geram until wanna meletup and then would want to 'lecture' me again.
*sinister laugh*
So, like what?

I changed, "Girlfriend" ---> "MUACKS"

Hahahahahhahahahahaha!

Mr Tay was like, "Wth! Muacks????" *bitch bitch bitch*
Me,

And mind you, Mr Tay beared with all my nonsense k.
He didn't change the ever-eww "MUACKS" to anything simpler. Or less embarassing.
It was "MUACKS" all da way.

... till a couple of months back
My itchy-fied fingers wanted to modify my calling name in Mr Tay's phone again.
This time, it was easier.
Those who've read Mr Tay's testimonial for me on Friendster would understand this.

My new calling name on Mr Tay's hp ---> NOISY GIRL!
With an exclaimation mark. All caps.
Yup. NOISY GIRL! for almost 6 months now.
Sometimes, when Mr Tay calls me, I say, "Hello" and he'd go, "Noisy girl! Where are you?"
*lol*
And, I still get a kick whenever I call Mr Tay and I'd imagine his phone screen blinking NOISY GIRL! madly.

And do you know what's the best part is?
He puts up with my nonsense
Gives me ample room to inject some 'creativity' into his handphone.
Very very sickeningly syiok!

*lol*

...t i f f a n y's

Butterfly, this is for you:

 +
You like Moon and I like Stars

So Moon + Stars equals this?

*Hee hee*

Lovely

"A heart in love with beauty never grows old."

She is just so effortlessly gorgeous.
Brad & Angelina at the Golden Globe Awards 2007

Ok, I just needed to get this off my chest.
Because it has happened to me one too many times lately!
3 F***king Mega Pissed Me Off Situations:

#1
You're on the road.
Stuck in a jam.
You pull your handbrakes up and patiently wait on.
Then all of a sudden, your eyes grow big and you gasp(!) because the dumbfuck moron infront of your car (either realized or doesn't realize it) is slowly reversing dangerously towards you.
So what do you do?
Many of a time, I would rather not honk and hope that in that nanosecond, he would realize it and immediately hit on the brakes.
But nooooo, not yesterday.
This dumbfuck of a driver was slowly reversing towards me on the LDP highway.
I honked once. Did he get it?
Nope, was still nicely reversing towards my car.
So, out of desperation, I blardy honked again but did he stop this time?
NO! HE WAS STILL FUCKING REVERSING TOWARDS ME!
At that time, he was really really REALLY gonna hit my car.
My heart skipped a beat and I HONKED LIKE THERE WAS NO TOMORROW.
Then, that ass of a moron gently hit the brakes, wound down the window and lit a cigarette up to smoke.
KNN!
Very funny is it!?!
I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT!
I seriously counted, there was like a 5 - 7 seconds of him reversing towards me.
Asshole had a reflex of a 80yr old.

#2
This probably applies to the ladies, not too sure about the men.
You're in the fitting room trying on some clothes.
The fitting room is not exactly the type where you can latch on and have it locked up from inside.
It's the cloth type where you have to pull both sides of the cloth towards the innermost of the fitting room in order to prevent people from peeking through.
So, I kena this like a few times already.
And hello, IT IS REALLY REALLY BLARDY IRRITATING.
I would be in my bra & panty or sometimes braless but with a panty, happily trying to put on some top or skirt and...
All of a sudden, there will be this lady yanking open the cloth of the fitting room, exposing me semi-naked to the world and me?
Too shocked to feel pissed yet. I usually freeze for awhile.
WHICH PART OF THIS SCENARIO OF A CLOSED FITTING ROOM MEANS THAT THERE IS ACTUALLY SOMEONE IN THERE WHICH THESE PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND??!
I mean come on...
Even if you've been waiting for a long time, and starting to doubt whether there is someone in there, a little courtesy of "Hello, is there anyone in there?" would suffice.
No, I'm sorry but "Sorry I didn't know" just won't do it for me.
I'd usually yell from the inside, "HELLO DO YOU MIND!" or when I'm extremely irritated depending on how exposed I was, I'd yank the cloth slightly open and look at her and say something like this...

Me: Excuse me, which part of this covered fitting room that you do not understand that there is actually someone in here?
Moron: Oh sorry, I didn't know.
Me: Won't die if you ask first you know?

*yanks back cloth back*

#3
There are 6 elevators in the office. With 3 facing the other 3.
So, say if you get there first with these few other people.
You can't tell which elevator will arrive first so you just wait at any sides of the elevator.
Say, me and the few other people waited at elevator A.
Then, about 1++ min later, another small group of people arrive, waiting for the elevators too.
And they are standing at say, elevator C.
So, finally the elevator arrives and it arrives at D. 
People that were waiting at A rush over to D only to find that they (and me) have to deal with...
THOSE INCONSIDERATE BASTARDS WAITING AT ELEVATOR C WHO CAME MUCH LATER, SQUEEZING THEIR WAY IN TO ELEVATOR D.
Completely and totally ignorant to the fact that we were waiting there first, they just barge right through in!
Animals!
So, in elevator D, there are already some people in there, so plus those morons, the whole elevator D is filled to the brim.
And we, the first group waiting there have to wait on for the next one.
Mimie got so pissed once, while the door at elevator D was closing, she gave out a loud "INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! MENYAMPAH!"

*lol*
I like her. She doesn't give a flying fuck whether whatever she says will offend you or not.
Piss her off and that's it.
That's my kind of girl

So you tell me, how do you deal with people like these?
Don't tell me the breathe in, breathe out *ooooosa* crap
Doesn't work for me.
I just do it my way....

BLOW.

You know how someone said something the other day and it shocked you big time but you calmly collected yourself up and successfully pushed the issue to the back of your mind but only to realize that it's still there?

Today, is exactly that.
It came out today.
No, make that, GUSHED OUT.
Like waters rush out of a burst dam.

Common goals in life.
A friend mentioned that to me just now.
"Do you both have common goals in life in the first place?"
To a certain degree, I would want to believe that we do.
But at this point in time, I don't think you know mine very well.
Or as you do best, choose to ignore.

So how do you deal with it?
Push it back to the back of your mind a little further?
Suck it all in and just let it be?

Common goals in life - Knowing and Having are two very different entities.