HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE

GEMINI MAY 21 - June 29

You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.

frenzyskye: darling the horoscope thingy
frenzyskye: for u, true or not?
frenzyskye: and for arun, true or not?
Gowri Nambiar: very true
Gowri Nambiar: i can be like what it said...uncaring
Gowri Nambiar: stiff
Gowri Nambiar: n i can just go diam one
Gowri Nambiar: dun talk at all no matter how much u cerita...i'll say...i have nothing to talk abt
Gowri Nambiar: what abt u la
frenzyskye: ooo
frenzyskye: not that true for me la
Gowri Nambiar: really
frenzyskye: i dun really yell and scream and dun listen to reason
frenzyskye: mine is Gemini
Gowri Nambiar: oooh
frenzyskye: i'm like u too
frenzyskye: i'll keep quiet
Gowri Nambiar: i forgot to read my ex punya la
Gowri Nambiar: hehe
Gowri Nambiar: ya ka
frenzyskye: after awhile then only i'll slowly open up
Gowri Nambiar: same la!!
Gowri Nambiar: itu pun some times...forget what i wanna say
frenzyskye: lol
frenzyskye: yea
frenzyskye: i plan n strategize wat to say
frenzyskye: and if he reacts this way, how should i react
Gowri Nambiar: same!!!
frenzyskye:
Gowri Nambiar: haiyooo...so alike la!!
Gowri Nambiar: can practice one some more
Gowri Nambiar:
frenzyskye: i think we women all are like that
Gowri Nambiar: yea loooooooooooor
Gowri Nambiar: lelaki main hentam one there n then
frenzyskye: yea yea practise!!! i practise my words!
frenzyskye: like ..."i'm sad. ok this word not strong enuff. i'm DEVASTATED"
Gowri Nambiar:
Gowri Nambiar: tell me abt it la!!!!
Gowri Nambiar:
frenzyskye: hahhaahhahaah kelakar rite we all
Gowri Nambiar: indeed we are!
Gowri Nambiar: bunch of clowns la
frenzyskye: we're laughing at ourselves lah wei
frenzyskye: hahha
Gowri Nambiar: if the guys know...sure kena kutuk teruk one

random nonsensical ramblings:

1. Some part of me feel that I've let down my friends and pastor in church. I was an active church go-er. Used to hang out with church friends. Somehow, back in Aug 2005, I stopped going to church. I never stopped believing, I just stopped being. Question: Does not going to church make you a bad Christian? I didn't even celebrate Christmas with my church friends. Needless to say, I did not even go to church for service that Christmas morning. They need not tell me off (they never do), just thinking about it makes me feel so *urgh* inside.
2. My Mi. Why is it we can't get along harmoniously for say, 1 month without pissing me off? I don't know whether she realizes this but sometimes the things that she says to me, hurts my feelings so so deeply. But I just kept it all inside. Unlike the 19 yr old me, I just swallowed it all. No point hurling it back to her. No point telling her how hurtful the remarks can be. No point talking to her.
3. I feel so helpless. There are so many things that I want to do. But all I can do now is just plan, think and then realizing it's pointless to plan so they might as well remain as dreams.
4. I am truly glad to have someone in my life that understands me extremely well and will be there for me if I ask that someone to. But I also realized that this someone cannot always be there for you. I still got to learn to stand on my own. Like now. I feel so crapped up inside, I don't even know what triggered this whole pile of shit in me.
5. Each time I come home to a whole street of LEGAL parking lots, all taken up with some lots booked with plastic chairs by the mamak people, just make me so enraged inside. It doesn't help at all seeing those people double park along the roads too, squeezing two lanes into one. So daddy, don't you always scold me for parking illegally by the roadside. That too, sometimes are fully taken. Which explains Item No. 6 below.
6. I hate the place I've been staying for the past 1 year. 1 YEAR. Wow weeee, time does fly by. My car was nearly broken into again for the 3rd time. What the hell is wrong with this people! It's just a blardy Satria for god's sake. And with all the 'attempts' they left behind, I got to send the car for repairs and whatnot for god knows how many times.
7. I am not doing anything productive at the moment.
8. I can't find a song to obsess about. Last check: KT Tunstall * Other Side of the World.
9. Left my windows open while I was away for the weekend. Rain poured in and sort of wet my whole bedsheets and comforter. They stink now.
10. Not drinking enough water when I truly should.
11. Liquor. Hate the "not enough of sleep feeling, dehydrated, head pounding sensation" aka Hangover.
12. Don't want to drink anymore.
13. One big pile of laundry waiting in my room.
14. Not exciting enough.
15. Urging for a 40 min run later.
16. ...

:: 2006 IS HERE ::

So many things have happened...

And I don't even know where to start blogging!

Thus, I shall not attempt to.

Happy 2006 everyone.

New and long journey ahead. Keep striving for what you believe in for "For whatever a man sows, that he will also reap."

Something like that la.

 

d a v i d i a n i s m said:
i dun look tat ugly!

I love this game! Thanks to DT for introducing me to this game.

I admit. I am a word games junkie. Love games like, Taboo, Hangman, and Scrabble. Can't believe I went by 24 years of my life, not playing Charades before!

 rawks!

Crop circles last night was just ... fine.

I guess I wanted to believe in it so much. In my opinion, the whole documentary lop-sided a bit too much on the hoaxes and how people can make a career out of it a.k.a The Circlemakers.

It was like, they showed a couple of very interesting footages captured on video that suggested that the crop circles were afterall real, and it got me excited and hopes up up up and 2 min later, *pfffftttt (in manner of balloons deflating)... hopes dashed, excitement deflated. Dang.

But the earlier documentary on Moments Before the Bali Bombing was excellant. We now know that Potassium Cloride can be used to DIY a bomb. GFs still bearing grudges at your ex-BFs - hint hint: potassium cloride.

I wish to catch National Geographic's documentaries on:

1. The Bermuda Triangle
2. Stonehenge
3. Easter Island
4. Bigfoot and Loch Ness
5. Alien abductions, UFO (reliable sources pls! don't go deflating my hopes again!)
6. The Fatima Prophecies (Nostradamus will do too)
7. Atlantis
8. The Sphinx
9. The Nazca Lines
10. and a better documentary on Crop Circles!

I honestly think the Crop Circles are a work of art. Amazingly creative and accurate. And my secret wish to it is that they (the REAL crop circles of course) are messages left behind by beings with higher technology skills. For example, time-travelling, because you see... the...

Oh gawd, I must stop before I get carried away again.

"We go about our daily lives understanding almost nothing of the world. We give little thought to the machinery that generates the sunlight that makes life possible, to the gravity that glues us to an Earth that would otherwise send us spinning off into space, or to the atoms of which we are made and on whose stability we fundamentally depend. Except for children (who don't know enough not to ask the important questions), few of us spend much time wondering why nature is the way it is; where the cosmos came from, or whether it was always here; if time will one day flow backward and effects precede causes; or whether there are ultimate limits to what humans can know."

Carl Sagan
From an introduction to "A Brief History of Time"
by Stephen Hawking

What's New Today: I made sure I hit on the 'Signal' indicator for each turn that I was about to make. Even when there were no cars behind. Vast improvement, it is.

What's New Today: Instead of taking the usual lift crowded with people, I walked DOWN the staircases from Level 7 to Ground Floor. Trot trot trot... skip skip skip - somewhat liberating :) (how many calories burnt?)

DOCUMENTARY ON CROP CIRCLES ON NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC TONIGHT!

Have you experienced shopping for a Christmas tree and ornaments with a special someone before? If you haven't, may I suggest you give it a go. There's still time left till Christmas!

It's even more fun when the both of you get to set the tree up and decorate it all over with cutesy ornaments. Watch. And be transfixed. From a lifeless bare-naked tree, transformed into a beautiful "lively" Christmas Tree.

Our tree is special because...

• This baby is laced all over with fiber-optics! The colors, glitters, and flickering motions - you.have.to.get.a.fiber-optic.christmas.tree. Period.

And if you aren't convinced yet, I have pictures!

Enjoy.

This morning I woke up feeling something is gonna happen. Something significant. But I prayed that the 'something' would NOT be just another bad story to be added to my chain of bad luck recently.

As I walked from my parking spot to the office, (which is, trust me, is quite of a distance), I knew someone was walking behind me. I took a glance to the back and saw a guy, dressed up professionally, obviously walking to work like me.

So I walked and walked, and then heard the guy's footsteps got rapidly closer to mine. I turned to his direction and ...

Weird Guy: Hi!
Me: Hi.
Weird Guy: Do you work in KPMG*?
Me: Nope. I worked in Wisma Setia 1**.
Weird Guy: I see. I work in KPMG. By the way my name is *dunno what* (I was paying more attention to try not falling flat on the face with my heels walking on wet grounds)
Me: Oh hi. I'm Angie.

*Shook hands*

Weird Guy: Nice to meet you, Angie.
Me: *Smile*

[Approaching Wisma Setia 1's entrance]

Me: See you.
Weird Guy: Hey, do you wanna go for breakfast? Have a coffee maybe?
Me: Erm, I don't think so. I'm running late already.

You'd think he would say "Ok then, bye, see you around" right? (which was what I had hoped it'd be)

But no...

Weird Guy: HOW ABOUT LUNCH LATER?
Me: I can't. I'll be very busy today *fake smile*
Weird Guy: Oh it's ok. I'll see you around then Angie. Nice meeting you!

*KPMG - being one of the most popular office blocks around the area
**Wisma Setia 1 - office building next to KPMG

***

So, that 'feeling something significant might happen today' was that ah?

Ceh.

Oh well, we still have about half a day more to go. Me shall wait for Something Significant to happen.

Tick tock.. tick tock...tick tick tick...

No, I have not fallen in love with an Irish dude.


Instead, it is this new sandwich parlour in One Utama, which currently ranks #2 for me. No more Oliver's. I think I've outgrown that. Their menu never seem to change, boring sandwiches, same ol' same ol'. Why #2? Coz #1 is still Subway. Long live Subway! If Subway has an outlet just below my office, hah, I can foresee almost a quarter of my salary will be contributed to the Subway 'fund'. Subway, subway, subway, all the way.


Anyway, about O'Brien's, I was there just now for lunch with a friend. My second time there, I chose Salmon with Cream Cheese something something... (obviously the name isn't just as simple as that la, how to entice customers being so blunt right?), wrapped in hot wholemeal wrappo. Yum yum. Ingredients are neatly wrapped up in a piping hot tortilla wrappo, just as perfect that I couldn't help but think Ms. Perfectly Flawed would for once, skip her usual 'fork + knife' routine and feast on using bare hands. Haha. But then again, somehow I know she won't. I can read you quite well, I think. *Giggles*


As I was blissfully munching away with that companion of mine, I couldn't help but eavesdropped a bit to the conversation between 2 ladies who came together with the waiter at the order counter. The ladies obviously were coming from my gym, coz they were dressed in post-workout attires with sneakers, track pants and all. Apparently, very picky with food.


Lady 1: I would like the "dunno what, dunno what" sandwich, wholemeal, toasted, NO MAYO, NO BUTTER, NO TOMATO SAUCE, NO CHEESE.


Lady 2: Yes, I would like the "dunno what, dunno what" sandwich, wholemeal, make sure NO MAYO and NO BUTTER. Yes, NO CHEESE too. The chicken meat, make sure NO FATS ya? Your coffee, NO SUGAR added yet right?


I turned to my friend.


** ROLLED MY EYES IN THE MOST CIRCULAR MOTION EVER.


Me to friend: Like this, might as well go home make her own sandwich right? Or better still, eat cardboard.


The most I do (and usual) at Subway is this: Choice of sandwich, no onions, no salt. Mustard please. Extra olives. That's all.


Food for thought: If I were to marry a Subway personnel, does that mean I can eat Subway sandwiches FREE for life? Wah, syok.