Lady Luthien: "One of God's arrangements is that after winter there should come beautiful spring days.  It happens every year and it happens in every life."

Thanks to Lady Luthien: Sarah Brightman * Heaven is Here

Good times and bad times
There's nothing I'll forget
Sun shines on our lifelines
There's noting I'll regret

Hold me and feel me
And wrap your arms around
Coz when you love me I'm quite clear
That heaven is here

Hear my confession
We're meant to be as one
Leave me to the mystery
Of happiness to come

Touch me I'll give you
My blessing and desire
Coz when you feel eternal fire
Then heaven is here

Bad times and street crimes
No matter where you go
Some secrets preach and some fools teach
They're giving us some show

So send me an angel
And wrap your arms around
Coz when it all comes down you'll know
That heaven is here

How did I spend my Sunday (yesterday):

• Cleaned, swept, mopped and painted someone's place.
• Lazed around.
• Ordered Canadian Pizza One-for-One promo. So we had TWO different flavored pizzas for the price of one :) Don't try the lasagna, it's horrible.
• Did a Martha Stewart marathon.

Yes, we finished the entire season of The Apprentice: Martha Stewart. Not happy with the results. Wanted so much for either Jim or Bethenny to win. Jim - eccentric, crazy, risk-taker and a work-for-it person. Bethenny - creative, outspoken, manic (as described by people), go-all-out person. I love her! Instead click: she won. Dawna is calm, safe, boring. I guess given her age, Martha Stewart wouldn't be able to handle loud and crazy people with astoundingly creative ideas. So she'd rather play safe with an apprentice like Dawna.

I would looove to work for Martha. Not so much for the salary, but of course that's a bonus. But more of the job scopes. Love how she diversifies herself in various businesses, like Martha Stewart Weddings, Martha Stewart Living (my fav), Martha Stewart Flowers, Kids and really fun to work on, body + soul magazine, where lucky Dawna gets to work on.

Yes yes, dreaming on.

As I read Perfectly Flawed's entry with much interest, I couldn't help but think that, yeaaa I too can't wait for the baby's arrival. Will it be a boy? Or a girl? How about twins, I asked Perfectly Flawed once. We both agreed that it would be great,  a boy-girl twins! It's like once upon a time, Brad had no child. And then one day, the Wicked Witch tore him and Jennifer apart and placed him with a new woman with two ermmm... colorful kids and suddenly, wham, he now has 2 (+1 or +2) kids to fuss over. Coolness.

How is Jennifer feeling at the moment, I wonder. "My divorced hubby of just one year now has 1 very gorgeous girlfriend, 2 colorful children - 1 gorgeous Maddox and 1 very big-eyed Zahara and another one on the way!" "And I.. I just did so many movies which might turn out to be crappy." "Found new entertainment in Vince Vaughn too. Man he is so huge, he can squash me to death if he's not too careful."

Then, I had this ingenius idea.

Movie of the Year: (potentially able to surpass King Kong and Narnia) Dangerous Liasons 2.
Star-studded cast: Angelina Jolie, Jennifer Aniston (gasp!), Gwyneth Palthrow (gasp! gasp!), Brad Pitt (gasp! gasp! gasp!), Jennifer Lopez (what!) and Ben Affleck (muahahaha!)

See the possible-feud linkages? Note: What is Ben doing there? Ben = Gwyneth's and J. Lo's ex. Gwen = Brad's and Ben's ex.

• Angelina - Jen A - Brad
• Gwyneth - Jen A - Brad - Ben
• Gwyneth - J. Lo - Ben

Imagine me being able to coax all of them to star in this movie. And me being the Director and Scripwriter.

Muahahahaha. I'm eeeeviiiil. But hey, if you look at it, I am actually presenting the world a helluva entertainment. No?

Current favorite audio: Nick Lachey - You Are My Everything

This conversation takes place the following day after the release of this Masterpiece

angie.low says:
preferably like "How to Make Your Woman Happ(ier)"

d a v i d i a n i s m says:
i dun need to make my woman happy la

d a v i d i a n i s m says:
she shiok sendiri happy one...

d a v i d i a n i s m says:
she draws art of herself to entertain herself...

d a v i d i a n i s m says:
to make herself happy...

d a v i d i a n i s m says:
saddist drawings...

angie.low says:
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!

angie.low says:
LOL!!!!

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

HOW BAD IS YOUR TEMPER ACCORDING TO YOUR HOROSCOPE

GEMINI MAY 21 - June 29

You are recognised by your cheerful disposition and your jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have around when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bring the warring factions together quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Your capacity to argue aggressively is matched only by your seductive charm.

frenzyskye: darling the horoscope thingy
frenzyskye: for u, true or not?
frenzyskye: and for arun, true or not?
Gowri Nambiar: very true
Gowri Nambiar: i can be like what it said...uncaring
Gowri Nambiar: stiff
Gowri Nambiar: n i can just go diam one
Gowri Nambiar: dun talk at all no matter how much u cerita...i'll say...i have nothing to talk abt
Gowri Nambiar: what abt u la
frenzyskye: ooo
frenzyskye: not that true for me la
Gowri Nambiar: really
frenzyskye: i dun really yell and scream and dun listen to reason
frenzyskye: mine is Gemini
Gowri Nambiar: oooh
frenzyskye: i'm like u too
frenzyskye: i'll keep quiet
Gowri Nambiar: i forgot to read my ex punya la
Gowri Nambiar: hehe
Gowri Nambiar: ya ka
frenzyskye: after awhile then only i'll slowly open up
Gowri Nambiar: same la!!
Gowri Nambiar: itu pun some times...forget what i wanna say
frenzyskye: lol
frenzyskye: yea
frenzyskye: i plan n strategize wat to say
frenzyskye: and if he reacts this way, how should i react
Gowri Nambiar: same!!!
frenzyskye:
Gowri Nambiar: haiyooo...so alike la!!
Gowri Nambiar: can practice one some more
Gowri Nambiar:
frenzyskye: i think we women all are like that
Gowri Nambiar: yea loooooooooooor
Gowri Nambiar: lelaki main hentam one there n then
frenzyskye: yea yea practise!!! i practise my words!
frenzyskye: like ..."i'm sad. ok this word not strong enuff. i'm DEVASTATED"
Gowri Nambiar:
Gowri Nambiar: tell me abt it la!!!!
Gowri Nambiar:
frenzyskye: hahhaahhahaah kelakar rite we all
Gowri Nambiar: indeed we are!
Gowri Nambiar: bunch of clowns la
frenzyskye: we're laughing at ourselves lah wei
frenzyskye: hahha
Gowri Nambiar: if the guys know...sure kena kutuk teruk one

random nonsensical ramblings:

1. Some part of me feel that I've let down my friends and pastor in church. I was an active church go-er. Used to hang out with church friends. Somehow, back in Aug 2005, I stopped going to church. I never stopped believing, I just stopped being. Question: Does not going to church make you a bad Christian? I didn't even celebrate Christmas with my church friends. Needless to say, I did not even go to church for service that Christmas morning. They need not tell me off (they never do), just thinking about it makes me feel so *urgh* inside.
2. My Mi. Why is it we can't get along harmoniously for say, 1 month without pissing me off? I don't know whether she realizes this but sometimes the things that she says to me, hurts my feelings so so deeply. But I just kept it all inside. Unlike the 19 yr old me, I just swallowed it all. No point hurling it back to her. No point telling her how hurtful the remarks can be. No point talking to her.
3. I feel so helpless. There are so many things that I want to do. But all I can do now is just plan, think and then realizing it's pointless to plan so they might as well remain as dreams.
4. I am truly glad to have someone in my life that understands me extremely well and will be there for me if I ask that someone to. But I also realized that this someone cannot always be there for you. I still got to learn to stand on my own. Like now. I feel so crapped up inside, I don't even know what triggered this whole pile of shit in me.
5. Each time I come home to a whole street of LEGAL parking lots, all taken up with some lots booked with plastic chairs by the mamak people, just make me so enraged inside. It doesn't help at all seeing those people double park along the roads too, squeezing two lanes into one. So daddy, don't you always scold me for parking illegally by the roadside. That too, sometimes are fully taken. Which explains Item No. 6 below.
6. I hate the place I've been staying for the past 1 year. 1 YEAR. Wow weeee, time does fly by. My car was nearly broken into again for the 3rd time. What the hell is wrong with this people! It's just a blardy Satria for god's sake. And with all the 'attempts' they left behind, I got to send the car for repairs and whatnot for god knows how many times.
7. I am not doing anything productive at the moment.
8. I can't find a song to obsess about. Last check: KT Tunstall * Other Side of the World.
9. Left my windows open while I was away for the weekend. Rain poured in and sort of wet my whole bedsheets and comforter. They stink now.
10. Not drinking enough water when I truly should.
11. Liquor. Hate the "not enough of sleep feeling, dehydrated, head pounding sensation" aka Hangover.
12. Don't want to drink anymore.
13. One big pile of laundry waiting in my room.
14. Not exciting enough.
15. Urging for a 40 min run later.
16. ...

:: 2006 IS HERE ::

So many things have happened...

And I don't even know where to start blogging!

Thus, I shall not attempt to.

Happy 2006 everyone.

New and long journey ahead. Keep striving for what you believe in for "For whatever a man sows, that he will also reap."

Something like that la.

d a v i d i a n i s m said:
i dun look tat ugly!

I love this game! Thanks to DT for introducing me to this game.

I admit. I am a word games junkie. Love games like, Taboo, Hangman, and Scrabble. Can't believe I went by 24 years of my life, not playing Charades before!

 rawks!