i keep looking at my arms. i can't help but keep stealing glances at them.

*type type type*

*pause*

*look at arms*

*type type type*

*look at right arm*

"so niceeee!" *beams*

just because they are tanned now, hehe! i am naturally really fair which i hate hate hate because it's damn fugly to be fair/white. sorry la, dunno why jap girls dig being fair but to me, it makes you look damn unhealthy lor. no offence to fellow fair lady friends of mine who are reading this ya :D

i did not slap on some tanning lotion and purposely did not bake myself under the sun when i was in bali this time, because eii, i'm getting older. very prone to freckles, brown spots and other shit spots these days. so, really cannot sengaja cari pasal under the scorching sun unless wanna end up looking like lindsay lohan (close up).

not sure whether i was being over-concerned but i spotted like 3 brown spots on my face! or freckles? i dunno! the worse thing is, i'm just not sure whether they were there before! help!

but it's alright. there will be come a day when i have made enough $$$ to help fund myself a jar of miracle cream to rid off those fugly spots. (or should i just go laser them off). freckles are cute when you're like 3 yrs old but when you're 26, it's fugly. why do you think they keep harping on 'flawless skin'?! sheesh.

i have maybe 2-4 more weeks to admire my tanned arms, shoulders (albeit a little burnt), chest and BIKINI LINE! and then it's back to being Snow White again. urgh.

p/s: btw, snow white is the most boring-est lady lead for Disney, IMHO. i liked Belle for Beauty and the Beast and Ariel, The Little Mermaid!

not tanned right?

see again

i'm shedding skin la. don't go 'eww' on me!